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holy shit on a snowy shingle [12 Dec 2012|12:01pm]
Well...I wish I had a time machine...
I wish I still knew suzan
I wish I still knew kat
I wish it all worked out
I wish I could remember half of this
I wish I could forget the other half
I wish I could go back and change it all
I wish I could do it all over again

None of the kids will ever see this. I'm sorry...

Toby/andy


Posted via m.livejournal.com.

Murder

lol [09 May 2006|03:59pm]
pwnt
Murder

24 [04 May 2005|07:46pm]
Yup...how many hours you have left to read this journal before it's gone for good.

On that note...if you liked Andrea, we'd be friends. I'm sorry, but we come in a package.

No, I'm still not back [22 Apr 2005|11:30am]
But, still...feel free to steal this backgrounds. Just ahhh...give credit, knaameen?

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Murder

Ends? [22 Apr 2005|10:56am]
1) Everyone shuts the fuck up
2) This journal is dead, I give less than a shit about any comments left now (although, I admit, I wanted comments somewhere for the at the drive-in bg)
3) Everyone shuts the fuck up
4) There's a good reason behind everything
5) Where'd Kat come from all of the sudden?
6) Shhh
7) Seriously, the journals dead. I don't even make private entries, nor do I have another one.
8) No more comments
9) It's supposed to say "seem"...Think.
10) Remove this from your Friends list, and nobody comment again
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No, I am not back... [20 Apr 2005|02:00am]
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Use to your hearts content
Murder

Ladies and gentleman [24 Mar 2005|04:27pm]
On that note, this journal is no more
Murder

A Note To You [24 Mar 2005|02:34pm]
I'm sorry I didn't come over today. I've learned something in the past 24 hours...

I cannot be trusted alone with other girls. Andrea doesn't trust Die around me. She thinks Die wants to try to fuck me. Or get me to talk to Kat. So, more or less, I have been forbode to see you. Which is why you're blocked. I am lame for this, and I'm sorry. Hate me all you want, I don't think it matters at this point because I don't think we'll talk again.

The thought of losing my friendship with you makes a huge welt form in my stomach, and makes me wanna vomit. I choke down all the anger I have because it's useless to spill it, get myself in more trouble, or help give her ammunition for whatever and whenever the next round of fighting might be.

Don't think it's all her fault though. In truth, Andrea is perfectly innocent in this one. It's all my doing. I once admitted a long time ago that Die was somewhat my "pin-up" girl, knaameen? I've said and done shit in the past I cannot be forgiven for, which is just as well because, it doesn't look like I'll ever be forgiven for them. So yeah, I just want you to know it isn't Andreas fault, never think bad about her. She's the best girlfriend I've ever had, and I'd shut out everyone for her. On that note, I did block all girls I knew on my buddy list. I'mma miss them, but oh well. Andrea can have all the guy friends she wants, I do not mind...But girls wanna fuck me, and I cannot help but look pretty...

That last line was bullshit, and I'm angry beyond belief right now. So Suzan and Toby are dead because Toby is bad in relationships.

In truth, I did not expect to fall in love so hard, and to be so attached to someone. So, I am taking myself away from everyone, and I am 100% about Andrea.

I don't wish to see Tristyn anymore, as that might interfere with Andrea time.

Am I seeming rediculous? Good, that's exactly what this is. I still apologize for not coming over today. I was looking forward to a fucking FRIENDLY HANG OUT TIME.


FRIENDLY
KATLESS
KISSLESS
FUCKLESS HANG OUT TIME

I wanted us to be silly together. Crazy silly. Fuck with people at public places crazy. I thought that's what you wanted to. I'll never know though because I can't be trusted. Or...she said..."I don't trust Die around you!"

The arguement carried on for hours, with Andreas eyes filled with tears, and my body filled with frustration. I've narrowed it to this though...

Andrea = Jen
Kat = Jimi
Die = Tami
Girls = hate eachother

But at least Andrea isn't cheating on me. I trust her full well. She could be locked alone in a dark room with a boy for some reason, and I know everything would be alright.

...i think I'm going to cut my cock off....

Suzan, did you want to be silly with me? I really wanted to make helmets and swords and stuff. I was serious, and I know you were too.

I'm sorry, goodbye

[dudeifuckingsuck]
Murder

[23 Mar 2005|11:32pm]
The words make me think of that time I can Jen cheating on me with Alan...

It still bothers me, and I can't figure out why.

I still hate, and I think I'm entitled to.
Murder

It is finished, bitches [22 Mar 2005|10:37pm]
[ mood | pretty alright ]

I swear I heard you say, "blood is forever." Well it seems "forever"
meant nothing. To you, it meant nothing. "Forever" meant nothing. To
you, it meant nothing. But I swear I heard you say "blood is forever."


New layout...comments on what you think?

Murder

Time is only temporary, this will not last forever... [22 Mar 2005|09:39pm]
[ mood | disappointed ]

New icon, layout soon to follow.

I used to hate Misery Signals...

I could make a better icon, and I'm working on it.

Murder

"WHAT'S THAT SMELL?" [21 Mar 2005|02:27pm]
[ mood | high ]

Horrorpops rocking my socks lately. It's about time you all of you listened to them...I'm tired of them being compared to Evanescence, I've seen several articles comparing them.

First off, their not even in the same "class" of music of all. Evanescence is errr...I dunno... I hesitate to say "rock" at all. Oh yeah! I remember what they call it now!

Alternative

At that, Horrorpops...pure psychobilly punk. Hell, the lead singer is playing the upright bass.

So, I'm trying to write another actual entry. Give me awhile before I come to it...

Today, I swear, I'm going to call David. Yeah. It's going to happen. I'mma talk to him, and remind him I exist, and to remind him that if he still wants a guitar position, it's still open.

I hear less and less from Jon these days. Work pwns him, and will pwn me soon. Tomorrow, I promise...It's Sunday, everythings closed, pointless to try.

...stem tastes like shit, and I've worked on this entry for two days.

So Temp Agency is back in mind, but the rain cancells, and with my luck...if I went in while it was raining, they'd give me an outside labour job...then I'd come home sick and die...

And only several of you bitches want that.

Stem got me high...and Andrea jacked a bowl....and it is a good one...Although, it's pretty hard to smoke while listening to Brian Regan.

Will I ever finish this entry?

Probably not...

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A first of many screenies to come... [14 Mar 2005|05:49pm]
The game is absolutely beautiful

Priston Tale!
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Unlike you...I have seen "Closure"... [11 Mar 2005|04:18pm]



So fuck you...

And finally...I won't update again today..

Murder

And on that note... [11 Mar 2005|04:06pm]
Oh Take me in the shadows,
I'll be waiting in the dark,
To drive this blade straight through your heart,
I'll drag your body to the car,
As blood races down my arm,
I think everyone will wonder where you are, tonight

I'll hide you in my walls,
Your body will never be found,
I'll wear your skin as a suit, pretend to be you,
Your friends will like you more than they used to.

Dear diary my teen-angst bullshit has a body count,
I believe it's six going on seven now.

I've been dreaming about you,
In a pool of your own blood,
With your eyes gouged out,
By the work of my thumbs,
The scent of your insides,
From under the floorboards,
Is the perfect perfume,
For settling a score.

I'll hide you in my walls,
Your body will never be found,
I'll wear your skin as a suit, pretend to be you,
Your friends will like you more than they used to.
Pretend to be you, your friends will like you more than they used to
Murder

"ENEMY SPOTTED!" "ROGER!" "FRAG OUT!" [11 Mar 2005|04:02pm]
[ mood | bored ]

Too much AA for ones own good...

With that, I've decided...

I want to fill out one of those stupid surveys. First one to send me one will get theirs filled out...It's been...since...middle school since I've done them.

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High on the list of "Shit I don't need anymore"... [07 Mar 2005|08:26pm]
[ mood | content ]

Ah yes, something new added to the list...

Lame stupid fucking jokes from my uncle.

On that note, listen to Kane Hodder.

Seriously...they rock hard tasty abs

Murder

[07 Mar 2005|09:24am]
I bet you think this entry is about you...
Murder

WANTED: [05 Mar 2005|09:19am]
At LEAST 10 people to play Americas Army with me. Friends, friends of friends, etc....

http://www.americasarmy.com/

Play?
Murder

I bet you don't remember... [04 Mar 2005|02:36pm]
[ mood | hungry ]

In the afterlife
You could be headed for the serious strife
Now you make the scene all day
But tomorrow there'll be hell to pay

People listen attentively
I mean about future calamity
I used to think the idea was obsolete
Until I heard the old man stamping his feet.

This is a place where eternally
Fire is applied to the body
Teeth are extruded and bones are ground
Then baked into cakes which are passed around.

Beauty, talent, fame, money, refinement
Top skill and brain
But all the things you try to hide
Will be revealed on the other side.

Now the d and the a and the m
And the n and the a
And the t and the i-o-n
Lose your face, lose your name
Then get fitted for a suit of flame

*much love to ANYONE who remembers this song*

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